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In the past two days, I have started fasting. My intentions are varied. God knows know my heart. I have been praying the same prayers all over again. But my heart is faithful to God. I am submitting to his will. I want to make peace with myself and let God take over the situation. 

Make my heart be calm oh Lord and make me accept the things you have prepared for me. 

I have tried doing things my own way but your will be done oh Lord. 

Many are the days I have shy away from you. Yet you invited me back into you loving embrace. 

Make me whole again father God and never let go of me. 

Purify my heart and make me worthy. Amen

Managing Finances

Because it is never easy to pay your bills and see your credit card SOA every month.
How can one manage his finance?

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This is my third year in the healthcare industry. 
I've met a number of patients. 
Some of them are still living to date. Others had been called early.
Some of them have become friends. Others were discharged and forgotten.


Nevertheless, those who survived the big C are bound to return to give us a visit. 
I am not so thrilled with it.


I jokingly tell my patients that I want them to go home soon.
I don't want them to stay longer than 3 days. 

I often tell them to take care of themselves. 
They are immuno-compromised after the treatment. 
I do not want delays for their next session just because of the complications.

Many times, I see them wallowing over their condition. 
But in very special moments, they acknowledge God's miracle through you.

It is never my design to work with these patients.
Yet, He placed me here for a purpose even I cannot fathom til this time.