Sunday, August 16, 2009

Longing....

“Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it.”

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Good Evening

Help. I am in dire need of your prayers and understanding. Soon, I'll be posting on my blog my problems. Who cares? After all, Nobody's reading this blog. Hahahaha!!! This is my diary. This is my escape from the cruel reality.

SoS File 1: I have cough. It's already a week on the making. I'm waiting to have this ripened (yuuum..euck!!!!)

SoS FIle 2: Ring Worm. I don't have to explain about this!!!!

Rx File 3: I have indicated the Rx thingy b'coz the doctor had prescribed medication on this - hypocalcemia + anemia.

SoS File 4: Pruritic Ani. This is serious!!! I am self-diagnosing my self and i am so worried right now.

SoS File 5: Painful thumb early in the morning. Now, I wonder if this the price I pay after all the "gaga" things I have done in the past.

Please understand. I have been crazy but I am repenting. I have done almost anything to satisfy my curiosity and had burned myself. After all those things, I finally found my peace (say, temporary stability, for now...hope to last!) and decided I want that, I want him and the future that we can create together. I have lied and I am ready to confess...

So help me God.

**Cross fingers

Monday, February 2, 2009

Good Morning

4:30
hehehe....fancy me. i am still dreaming when the "dawn rosary" people came along. i woke up and receive the virgin Mary together with my aunt and cousin (while my sis and niece are still sleeping in the sala). Anyway, after the very short prayer, i decided to go back to sleep..hmmm.. after going the cr.

5:00
hmmm...the internet connection is more faster in the morning. so i hurried and switched the pc on. i've updated my antivirus (which i have changed yesterday, from AVG to Avira) and do the scanning. i've checked my email and open community sites. i found out that i have posted a dead link (ouchhh!!! sorry!). so, i re-uploaded the files and posted them again (i do not have premium accounts, my dear). after doing so, i preoceeded to PPC. hehehehe....

5:58
i am typing this blog. by the way, i really have problems with some upper respiratory problems right now. anyway, i'll go check my other accounts.

Ciao.
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kaka