In the past two days, I have started fasting. My intentions are varied. God knows know my heart. I have been praying the same prayers all over again. But my heart is faithful to God. I am submitting to his will. I want to make peace with myself and let God take over the situation. 

Make my heart be calm oh Lord and make me accept the things you have prepared for me. 

I have tried doing things my own way but your will be done oh Lord. 

Many are the days I have shy away from you. Yet you invited me back into you loving embrace. 

Make me whole again father God and never let go of me. 

Purify my heart and make me worthy. Amen